What if I can’t be all that you need me to be
We’ve got a good thing going, we have some promises to keep
But my addiction it can be such a detriment
Please believe in this my dear, I am more than penitent
What if everything’s just the way that it will be
Could it be that I am meant to cause you all this grief
My war ships are lying off the coast of your delicate heart
And my aim is steady and true as it’s been right from the start
There’s a degree of difficulty in dealing with me
From my haunted past comes a daunting task of living through memories.
If we could just hang a mirror on the bedroom wall, stare into the past and forget it all
When you get what you want, but not what you need
When you feel so tired, but you can’t sleep
Stuck in reverse”
she’s a fiery mess,
of passion and rage,
she’s sick and tired,
of living in a cage.
She tore off her arms,
so her wings could break free,
and flew like a bird,
instead of being grounded like a tree. - Jordan Weatherhead, The Naked Truth
And sometimes it seems you gain less than you lose
Now we’ve got holes in our hearts, yeah we’ve got holes in our lives
Where we’ve got holes, we’ve got holes but we carry on”
I think maybe if i play my music loud enough it will drown out my darkest hour.
The imprint of light in my eyes provides a friend to me in the darkness.
Ive never been so happy, but ive never felt so miserable.
Ive never been so excited, but never felt so little motivation.
I have plenty of support, but i am alone.
I am my own worst fear.
I am sad.