She Lives In a Fairytale...

“When you try your best, but you don’t succeed
When you get what you want, but not what you need
When you feel so tired, but you can’t sleep
Stuck in reverse”
— Coldplay- ‘fix you’

she’s a fiery mess,

of passion and rage,

she’s sick and tired,

of living in a cage.

She tore off her arms, 

so her wings could break free,

and flew like a bird,

instead of being grounded like a tree. - Jordan Weatherhead, The Naked Truth

“Well sometimes you can’t change and you can’t choose
And sometimes it seems you gain less than you lose
Now we’ve got holes in our hearts, yeah we’ve got holes in our lives
Where we’ve got holes, we’ve got holes but we carry on”
— passanger


I think maybe if i play my music loud enough it will drown out my darkest hour.
The imprint of light in my eyes provides a friend to me in the darkness.
Ive never been so happy, but ive never felt so miserable.
Ive never been so excited, but never felt so little motivation.
I have plenty of support, but i am alone.
I am my own worst fear.
I am sad.

“wake me up when its all over…”

I can’t get myself to go away. I’m here all the time..